There and Back Again

So, I'm back, only to post the most epic day ever. I had a friend who's had her car battery lying dead in its groove; yes batteries die, its a sad occasion. So she asked me for a jump start, so I went to help, the mechanic was there and all he needed was the jump cable. He used it but to no avail, it was too thin, had too much resistivity to conduct any life into that dead lil thing. There was this other dude, who had the same trouble, car battery died. We waited for the mechanic to bring back his heavy duty cables.

The mechanic came back after awhile, started the car, and whoosh everyone started exiting the car park. Now these two girls, one with the faulty battery decided to go to get a new battery, and hey, this dude who just got his car alive again asked for help. With all the commotion about two cars getting jump-started by this old green Sentra, which is apparently mine, friends came to help. So the story is these few guys knows some mechanic nearby and they were willing to help the two unlucky souls; I was there, as a supporting friend.

More waiting commenced for the mechanic to arrive and to fix the two cars. When everything was set, it was time for me to head home, had a quiz to finish, my friends who could help are all home. I had to study a little bit before I got started with the quiz. How awesome was it to find out the Activities Room was locked, with my bag and stuff inside, great. Time to call for help, checked the time with my mobile only to find that it's battery had lost all its power. What next? I rushed to dinner, It's a must to eat. Tom yam was on my mind again, and so I had it. Sri Bunga, awesome shit landed there.


I wasted no time after eating, I was back home in three minutes; switched on the computer, set-up the quiz and asked for some friendly online help. More pure unjust luck, Streamyx crapped in my foxhole; it disconnected. Waited I did, and when finally I got to get back online, I had 35 minutes left on the clock, but thank Angga he was there. For some reason, my genius friend could tell me the answer of each question in a few seconds, brilliant. We finished with 10 minutes to go. It seemed pretty fine, but I did not share the fact that I had a stomach problem since I got home. So do I need to tell you what happened next?

Crazeologies Reinitiating..

EMO TALKS..

To the very few who knew about what Crazeologies were..there's a hint here that my mind is turning back to it..Although I have forgotten much of my Crazeologies, it is time to start all over. I remember one tho, for life is like a river..

Sometimes, being alone helps you more than trying to find someone to talk to. Now I realized why the Outward Bound School let the participants go on a solo camp to reflect on themselves. It's amazing how it works; it was more like important epiphanies; flashes of answers to questions you never thought you would ask yourself about. Nonetheless, there's always a useless epiphany in my head, to share with y'all this sad, emotional time I'm having.

Anyways, that alone time I spent out by myself, somehow made me realized all the mistakes I have made in my life; and I'm still having flashbacks..grrrr. The good part is, this accidental self-reflection only made me more eager to live and never regretted those blardy mistakes. AWESOME, wait, maybe I do regret certain things. But "What The Hacks", what's so big about "gret" that makes "regret" so bad?

I think that people approach others, especially their best friends or certain friends to find answers they themselves want to hear. They would approach people whom they know would ease them of their troubles or give advice they want to hear. Even for people to ask for a way to better themselves or to ask for an honest opinion, it is all for their own sake. Everyone wants what they want and do things for their own benefit. I have to confessed that I am too, like that, then I realize, there's no changing what is not physical.. Think about this...

Headaches are a good way of getting outta that "funky reflecting period" as I'm having one now. That's all I can emo about, sorry for wasting your blardy time; and my time too. Thanks for reading =); its about all the courtesy I can come up with.